la la love

You ever look at your life and be completely satisfied? Well most people don't but today seems like one of those days. A day that you have an epiphany. A day that you realize that even on a terrible no good day that it could always be worse, especially without that certain someone. I had a horrible day but it got better once I realized that I was being selfish and greedy. I tried to hold someone back from doing the very thing that made me fall in love with her. She may be evil, manipulative, bitchy and at time crazy but when she is not busy being all those things she is kind, wise, caring, and above all flawless. I don't want anything besides what we have. I mean the 800 I lost at the casino would be nice but I would much rather have her bitching in my ear. O_o